10 Truths Tuesday

I have a little while left on this Tuesday evening. I'll just throw a quick one together. Keep everyone updated.

1- I've decided I'm not trying out for high school next year. It's been to much stress and pain.
2- I really need some new friends. Girls suck. Easy as that.
3- Boys as friends = good.
4- Boyfriends = very very bad.
5- I kinda sorta love Twitter. Quick status' that are funny or cheesy. It's great.
6- I'm scared to be alone.
7- I don't know what I'd do without my mom. She has been my closest friend lately.
8- The doctors told me I'm out for two months. I have mixed emotions about it.
9- I miss my Ogden Outlaws. Not to sure how much I want to go back right now though.
10- I don't like letting people in my personal life. I'll just keep to myself for now.

Just some thoughts on my mind at the moment.

Thank You

That is all there is to say.
For years, we've grown up with the same young women leaders.
Today, they were released from their callings.
I don't think I have ever seen so many girls and leaders crying that much.

Change is so hard.
Especially with this. We have two leaders who we have really grown with.
Lindsay and Lisa. They were with us through everything.
From starting Jr. High and High school, to boys and family problems.
Saying goodbye to them was so hard.

We love our leaders. We look up to them so much.
We are more of a family and friends, not just a group.
They treat us like individuals and care for us in their own way.
I don't know what I would have done without some of these women.

The new leaders will be great.
I'm excited to see what they will do.
But still..
Why does goodbye have to be so hard?
I'm not ready for change.
I love my leaders, my friends, the women I call my 'other mothers'.
Today was hard, but I know there is a reason they had to be released.

We love you, Heritage Ward Young Womens

Yay For Mom's

I miss my mother. She went on vacation this week. Its never really been this hard for me to not have her here...but I miss her. She is only gone for a few days, but she left at a really bad time. Soccer = sucks. I hate it. I'm so ready to quit. I don't have anyone but her to talk to about it. And she's gone.. Boys suck. Whatever. I had my pity party, I am over it. Girls will always be catty and annoying. Its just a part of high school. My grades? Definitely tanking it this term. I just don't care anymore.
There are a few people who are totally saving me this year. Katie Duncan, Landon Greenhaulgh, Trevor Rasmussen, and a few kids from my classes that are just great.
My mom has been texting me since she left. Its not the same as talking to her in person. I want to tell her how sick I am of it all. She gets it. She went through a ton of the same stuff. She knows I'm struggling. She tries to help over text, and I love her for that. I just can't wait for her to get home to talk to me and actually see how much some of this is killing me.
I don't think I've ever appreciated my mom as much as I do right now. I realize that she is the one person that's been there for me, and will always have my back.
Love you, mama, <3

From a Friend...

Everyday may not be good... but there is something good in everyday.

A Daughter of the Almighty

For you my dear friends, the sky is the limit. 

You can be excellent in every way.

 Respect yourself. 

Do not feel sorry for yourself. 

Do not dwell on unkind things others may say about you.

 Particularly, pay no attention to what some boy might say to demean you.

 He is no better than you. 

In fact, he has already belittled himself by his actions.

The Lord did not send you here to fail.

 He did not give you life to waste it.

 He bestowed upon you the gift of mortality, that you might gain experience, positive, wonderful, purposeful experience that will lead to life eternal.

*President Gordon B. Hinckley, Words of a Prophet:
Daughters of the Almighty, New Era, Nov. 2003

-Ten Truths Tuesday

Its been awhile, so why not post a Ten Truths Tuesday today?

1* I wish I lived in the 1950's.
2* I kinda sorta wish I could sing. Not just play around, but really sing.
3* I love looking back at the memories I made and lived through.
4* My best friends are great. I love that I can talk to them about anything.
5* The Titan girls soccer team is like my second family. We are so so tight this year and it's great.
6* Brown M&M's are my favorite treat.
7* My testimony has grown with only a few weeks of Seminary under my belt.
8* I love the awkward glances you get in the hall from your old friends. I think it's funny that its so different now that people have given up.
9* I'm not diggin' this whole "growing up" thing.
10* I'm loving my life, and I'm loving myself.

Super lame 10 Truths Tuesday, but hey, I liked doing it.

Forgive And Forget

Sometimes, things go awry. You can't help it. Friendships struggle and you tend to lose people. But sometimes, in those rare occasions, you have to forgive and forget. Things have been said and done that seem stupid, but painful. In the end, you find out who your true friends are.
I'm glad we can forgive and forget.
Without some of the close people in my life, I'd be lost.
We are all human. We make mistakes. All of us.
These three words will mean more to me than most any others.
Just

FORGIVE AND FORGET

<3 Love my best friends