Thursday, April 25, 2013

Looking For The Positives

Life
Life is ridiculous.
It's the hardest, most amazing thing ever.
 
We are almost to mid term.. We graduate in 43 days. 43! That's including weekends, too. How crazy is this!? I can't even handle it. Everyone is getting their mission calls. It's so exciting to see where everyone is going! I had my second interview last night to get my mission papers started. I'm already halfway done with them... You could say I'm excited.
 
I've decided I'm not great at this whole 'dating around' thing. I'm far to impatient and jealous. I'm trying, though! I went through a phase earlier this year where I was dating 3 different boys. Kaelt from Brigham, Austin from Utah State, and Brennan from Syracuse. It was fun! A different date every weekend! I may have even kissed one of them on a Friday night, then kissed another that following Monday.. ;) What can I say.. I was just dating around! I'm still chatting with a few of these boys, but only really dating Brennan. We aren't serious or anything, just having fun. We talked about how this would be better since we are both leaving for missions in a few months.  I just have to rave about him for a second though. We've been talking for about seven months now, and it has been the best blessing. He's a freak. So weird. If you know him, you know what I'm talking about. That kid pushes my buttons so much, sometimes all we do is argue! I absolutely love it. Everyone is always so surprised when I say we are talking. People don't even know that we are friends. But honestly? This kid is turning into one of my very best friends. It's weird if we don't talk on the phone at least once a week for at LEAST an hour. We text everyday, even if it's just a "Goodnight, hope you had a good day" text. Speak of the devil.. he just texted me. Looks like I might have a date to the temple tonight! I love it! We go to the temple all the time, we hang out with his family, and every once in awhile, mine. I tell him everything. I make sure to let him know when he's being mean, and he makes sure to make fun of me for it. I wouldn't have it any other way though. I adore this kid so much, and I'm so grateful for him.
 
I love my friends. My girlfriends rock. My young women rock. The few boys I hang out with rock. Everyone is basically just super awesome. I don't know how we don't have our own reality show yet. I haven't talked to my soccer girls in weeks. I miss them. It's hard to not see each other every week. You lose touch. Britt and Kates graduate soon... can't wait to go and support them! Things at home are better. Not great, but better. I've kind of just let my mom take over. She can act and say how she feels and I just bite my tongue until I need to intervene. We will see how long this works.
 
Summer is COMING. I'm freaking excited! I can't wait to finally be done with high school and go on with my life! I'm ready to grow up a bit!
 
My life is a countdown
Paramore - 11 days
The Great Gatsby - 15 days
Graduation - 43 days
Brady Blackley(San Diego) - 48 days
Zach Lamb(Honduras) - 62 days
Parker Greenhalgh(Taiwan) - 62 days
Joshua Brough(Argentina) - 69 days
Landon Greenhalgh(Taiwan) - 76 days
Cameron Dower(Chile) - 83 days
Kaelton Heil(Germany) - 90 days
Weston Leatherow(El Salvador) - 90 days


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